my beautiful red ruby

I am grateful

grateful for what you showed me

grateful for those wonderful moments

grateful for knowing you

you took the right decision

and finally woke me up

lifting me out of darkness

for 30 years I have been struggling

from can to bottle

from bottle to can

crawling in my own misery

feeling sorry for myself

drowned in anger

that is the past

my mind is clear

my body regenerates

a new start

being grateful

being happy

detaching from things

and caring for what matters

our souls are interlaced

what the universe brought together

no man can separate

we will join again

perhaps not in this life

perhaps as colliding stars

in love until time stops

I thank you

from the bottom of my heart

and ask for forgiveness

for the pain I caused

letting go

my dear friend

dad

too long you’ve been there

boxed in, trapped

just what you never wanted

me holding on to the past

fooling myself

being selfish

that is over now

I set you free

knowing the universe now

you will always be there

in my heart and soul

  

thank you for being my dad

now

now

done with the past.

tomorrow brings what it will bring.

now is the moment!

you've showed me the ways of the universe
you've learned me the power of words

the time has come for a change

positive messages into the universe
detachment from material crap
no more living from beer to beer

time for love and us
time for peace and harmony

finally i can say
with a pure heart
and a clear mind

i love you my anam cara

xxx